It is really funny and weird to take the photos you like with you when you are travelling around ,wondering without any destination at the street. I am doing the exact thing I have descried here.

I am trying to find a palace I can call home and feel the safety to be a lonely one, no matter where it is ,no matter who it wll be, just one tiny place can release my pressure and passion towards this world ,this stranger 'cause I really realized that ONLY have we one chance and one time to meet the soulmate and bossom friend through all ths life.

Chatting with many strangers in MSN is the fancy I recently dash throw myself in there. HEHE, it is cute.I just want to have any trance in this city with my digital cinema and my feetprints on some places I have never been there before for nearlly six years in this city. I feel empty and nothing is so special to me before my leaving here.

I always believe that the more beautiful is just waiting outside of this city and out of my mind which is beyond my imagination and pursuing for those days.

I was told and informed that how gorgeous I will be if I just see through myself without lilmitations and refinement.It is just some crazy stuff for me .

Something has to be done and the result I will see and wait, I just hope that those beautiful things can be waiting for me to take pictures for them and tell me that How nice I will be with them some day some time some moment.

I am afraid MY SLOW reflection and reaction nerve will hurt them and myself sometimes. I am not so sensitive with details and so straight to others.

I cannot tolerate some unfair situation happened around me, it is my priciple to be an inheritive person for my own experience for almost 25years .

Well, I just want to sort out messing things and slove some problems led by my carelessness and ingorance in my daily life.

I know I can feel , haha ,the English version of my BLOG will scare some friends who are always stopping by here before AND never come back BUT you know ,yes , I just neglect and continue my own style and future promise with myself.

THE less the better.It is my belief always .

One isn't necessarily born with courage ,but one is born with potential. Without courage, we cannot practise any other virture with consistency. we cannot be kind ,merciful, generous or honest.

YOU CAN FEEL AND IMAGINE THIS:

it is daydreaming of being at my home on a warm afternoon, with my fans around , watching motes of dust fall onto beams of sunlight,hearing the songs of vienna teng.

The states of awareness we currently perceive are only a thing fraction of the whole . The continuum extends deep into unphysical areas of the universe far beyond our current physical comprehension.

One last question: can we be ourselves just like we were yersterday???